Wednesday, 9 December 2015

Random Post 12

Intro

Another one of those random poem-song hybrids I found from my past :V

The PoemSong Hybrid



Beyond Falling In Love


As I hurry back into the hall
Shivering from the resonant echo in my head
I feel your spirit calling me to you
I pause on finding the Hall empty

My mind cries out like something's lost
I feel my body slump to the ground
I can't trust my eyes anymore now
I close them struggling against tears

Entering the bedroom, my eyes are wide open
No shock,No fear,No senses,I'm too numb
Your body's hanging from a rope
I cut it and you fall to my arms
We fall to the bed- me & your corpse
You're too heavy for me
But not anymore

Holding your lifeless body
Looking through these drained eyes
I glance at the mirror refusing to cry
My face resembles glassy death

When they come to take you away
I don't let go, I struggle and kick
I hold your limp hand & kiss your eyelids
Then faint like I should have long before

Days pass I'm wearing your scene clothes
Have not moved but to eat
I wish that i could die like you
But i know that it would be wrong
Its song i scream hugging your photo
Its wrong that I was falling in love
Its wrong i mumble imagining your face
Its wrong i think the way you left

How come you weren't strong enough
How come you had to end your life
How come I could not yet succeed
In pushing you from Deaths embrace

How come you're gone
Now it hurts so much
It feels so strong
No, you can't be gone

Remembering your last lost minutes
I see your pale face
Feel your cold palms
Your arteries almost drained of blood
Those glassy soulless eyes
That were once yours

You were never so white before
I guess you you'd finally lost control
The pain now comes crashing down
The load is too heavy to bear

The ghost of what we were once
Floats in front just beyond my grasp
You smile in my memories
Taunting me pushing too far

Why?
Why?
It's just so wrong.
Why?
Why?
Was it not enough.
Why?
Why?

I was falling in love so real
No that you're gone ever more
I'm falling into pain so unreal
It's impossible
I'm now going out of control.
Guess I'm turning into you

(Holding your lifeless body
Death has sealed you away & taken you...

                                                                  ...and gone Beyond.)

-x-